Perrie Edwards reveals she had a miscarriage before welcoming her ‘rainbow baby’ Axel and shares heartbreaking moment she lost another baby while 24 weeks pregnant

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In a poignant disclosure, I share that I experienced a devastating loss through a miscarriage – a heartache I had never anticipated. Yet, from the ashes of sorrow emerged joy with the arrival of my precious little one, Axel, whom we affectionately call our “rainbow baby.

In an open conversation on the “We Need To Talk” podcast hosted by Paul C Brunson, Little Mix band member, aged 32, who welcomed her first child with footballer Alex Oxlade-Chamberlain in 2021, has disclosed that she had tragically lost a baby only a few months prior.

In her own words, Perrie revealed that she experienced a miscarriage during her initial pregnancy, learning of this heartbreaking incident when she began bleeding and sought medical attention.

Later on, she shared the heartbreaking news that a year after having her son Axel, she found out she was expecting another child. Unfortunately, she miscarried at the 24-week mark.

Speaking about her son, Perrie said: ‘Axel’s a rainbow baby. 

In the early stages of my first pregnancy, I unfortunately experienced a miscarriage. It was so early in the pregnancy that I clearly recall discovering I was pregnant.

It didn’t take long after for me to start bleeding heavily. Consequently, I visited the hospital where I underwent a scan, only to be told by the medical professionals that there was no sign of a baby.

I thought to myself, ‘Perhaps I’ve mistaken it, maybe it’s a false alarm.’ At my appointments, I recall being alone since no one accompanied me.”

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Perrie mentioned that, following her miscarriage, she felt particularly anxious during her pregnancy with her son Axel. She confessed that she just longed to surpass the 12-week ultrasound.

During that time, upon having Axel while pregnant with him, she expressed that her pregnancy period was filled with immense joy, ranking among the most delightful moments of her life. She also shared her affection for carrying children, stating it with a sense of warmth.

It was truly beautiful, but I found myself feeling somewhat anxious, thinking something along the lines of ‘Oh dear, I just can’t wait to pass the 12-week mark. I just want to move beyond this point.’ And once I surpassed each scan and the pregnancy reached its full term, it was nothing short of utopia.

Later on, Perrie shared the painful experience of finding out she had suffered another miscarriage after a 20-week ultrasound, following the discovery that she was expecting again during rehearsals for Little Mix’s farewell tour in 2022.

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Perrie disclosed the sad instance when she found out she had lost her pregnancy at the 20-week scan, which came after realizing she was pregnant once more during rehearsals for Little Mix’s last tour in 2022.

She went on to say: “Then, we became pregnant once more, surprisingly soon – almost immediately. In reality, it was less than a year, as Axel wasn’t even walking yet when we conceived.

During the preparations for the last Little Mix tour, while rehearsing, I recall having a moment of realization. At the rehearsals, I felt unwell with an array of symptoms. It struck me that I might be pregnant.

While rehearsing for the final Little Mix tour, it was during this time that I suddenly realized something. As I went through the rehearsals, I experienced a myriad of symptoms, and it dawned on me that I could possibly be expecting a baby.

Subsequently, we underwent a 20-week ultrasound, but it turned out we were two weeks ahead, at 22 weeks. That day remains the most distressing day in my life; absolutely horrible.

In that moment, I had an uncanny feeling that all wasn’t well during the scan, yet he persisted in reiterating the same point, the same point. Nothing I’d ever encountered could compare to the strange sensation of time seeming to stretch and warp like taffy, as if I were observing myself from some distant vantage, and that moment was it – an out-of-body experience in slow motion.

Upon returning home from the hospital, following the heartbreaking news they received, she mentioned that she vividly recalled breaking down in tears. At that moment, Alex was still injured and therefore unable to drive.

He had difficulty driving, but my vision was blurred. I was incredibly upset. Unfortunately, we lost the baby around the 24th week.

‘It’s strange since the first occurrence felt difficult due to its early timing. However, when you’re 24 weeks along and have prepared everything carefully, it becomes truly challenging.’

Additionally, only a few close friends and family members are aware of this, and soon after, I started receiving messages asking about the baby bump. However, there was none.

Speaking highly of her fiancé Alex, Perrie acknowledged that she has grown fond of his relaxed and balanced character after enduring a difficult and unhealthy relationship in her past.

She mentioned: ‘Small occurrences might take place, and I’d find myself thinking, “I guess he won’t approve of this.” I’d react by saying, “Oh, that happened,” only to have him respond with a casual “Alright.” This would often catch me off guard.’

‘He is exceptionally composed, calm, and reasonable. He doesn’t easily get upset or frustrated over small matters.’

Following the launch of her solo endeavor in 2023, Perrie plans to unveil her latest track titled “If He Wanted To He Would” by the end of this week.

This year, Perrie publicly shared her concern that she could pass away due to her struggle with panic disorder, giving insights into her ongoing fight against it.

Previously from Little Mix, the singer confessed that she struggles with solitude due to concerns about experiencing a potentially dangerous panic attack if no one is nearby for assistance.

During a chat with Alison Hammond on The Big Weekend show, Perrie shared her personal struggles with anxiety and welcomed Alison into her home to discuss its impact on her daily routines.

As a devoted follower, I want to share a personal struggle that I’ve been facing – I’ve been diagnosed with Panic Disorder. This means an overwhelming fear grips me whenever I think I might experience a panic attack. Several years ago, I began enduring debilitating panic attacks that left me feeling utterly helpless.

After that, I began to feel anxious about experiencing another panic attack due to concerns that, should it occur while I’m alone, there would be no one around to provide assistance, potentially leading to serious consequences.

In a straightforward manner, she expressed, “I’ve always got company; I’m never alone. It’s not that I enjoy solitude. The thought of being all by myself, as if I’m on the brink of extinction, is unsettling to me.

Should this tale resonate with you, consider reaching out to the Miscarriage Association at their website, [www.miscarriageassociation.org.uk](http://www.miscarriageassociation.org.uk), or by phone at 01924 200 799 for support.

Listen to the full interview on Paul Brunson’s We Need To Talk, available on Tuesday.

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2025-08-19 00:19