Lauren Goodger describes her life as a ‘storm’ as she details ‘nights of fear’ after breaking down in tears on the third anniversary of her baby daughter Lorena’s death

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Lauren Goodger described recent challenges in her life as an unexpected ‘storm’ in a personal social media post on Thursday.

The 38-year-old reality star became emotional and cried while talking about the anniversary of her baby daughter Lorena’s passing on a recent episode of the show.

In July 2022, Lauren gave birth to a daughter, but tragically, the baby passed away shortly after birth due to the umbilical cord being wrapped around her neck.

Let’s be real, everyone has those nights, right? I totally get it. Lauren recently opened up on Instagram, sharing a candid black and white selfie and admitting she sometimes struggles with fear and anxiety. It’s so brave of her to be so open about that – it’s a good reminder we’re all human and it’s okay to not be okay sometimes.

She wrote that parts of her life felt like an unexpected and difficult storm – filled with frightening nights and days of overwhelming pressure and anxiety that would suddenly reappear.

I’m not going to pretend I have all the answers. What I *do* know is that I’m still here, still happy, and still strong,” she went on.

I find strength in my faith and my daughter brings joy to my life. She’s my reason to keep moving forward, even when things are tough, embracing my imperfections with courage and hope.

Lauren became very emotional and started crying while talking to her co-stars – Junaid Ahmed, Saffron Lempriere, Amy Childs, Freddie Bently, and Livvy Jay – about the anniversary of Lorena’s death.

She shared with her colleagues that today was particularly difficult for her, explaining that three years ago, she tragically lost her baby, Lorena, during childbirth.

‘She should be here and I think it’s harder because it’s Larose’s birthday in two weeks.’ 

‘Oh so you got a low and then a high again,’ Saffron said. 

Okay, so, it’s just… this month is really hitting me hard. I can’t even explain it, but I just *feel* this ache, this sadness for her. It breaks my heart knowing she doesn’t have a sister, someone to share everything with, because she *deserves* one, you know? I just hold onto that feeling, it’s just… so sad.

‘It’s so cruel,’ Freddie added.

Tearing up, Lauren said: ‘I don’t understand any of it.’

Amy replied: ‘But Lorena’s with you every day, Lauren do you know that? She’s with you like..’

Lauren said: ‘Yeah, and this is why I’ve sort of done this because it’s important. 

I used to keep my feelings about Larose private, spending time with her in the garden and avoiding discussion. Now, I need to be open and talk about her instead of keeping to myself.

‘I think that’s why it’s even harder for me because I am on my own.’

Junaid tried to reassure Lauren, telling her, “You’re incredibly strong, and don’t forget you have all your friends and family to support you.”

With tears in her eyes, Lauren explained, ‘That’s why I did this, and it means so much to me that you’re all here.’

You know, as someone who’s spent years helping people navigate life’s challenges, I’ve learned that strength often looks like keeping things together, especially around those we love. It’s about putting on a brave face, not letting your vulnerabilities show – particularly when you’re around someone like Larose. It’s about maintaining composure, even when it’s really hard, and not letting your emotions overwhelm you in front of others, if that makes sense.

Amy reassured Lauren, saying she could always count on her, even in the middle of the night. ‘You can call me anytime, day or night,’ Amy said, ‘I’ll always be there for you.’

If anything in this article has upset you, please reach out for support. You can contact the UK Child Bereavement line at 0800 02 888 40 or The Lullaby Trust at 0808 8026868.

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2025-09-18 23:33