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Abbie Chatfield Breaks Silence on Suicidal Thoughts

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After keeping it hidden, Abigail Chatfield has finally spoken up about the fact that she’s been privately battling thoughts of suicide.

29-year-old star of The Bachelor, in an emotional discussion on her podcast titled “It’s A Lot”, opened up about her mental wellness following an instance where she was allegedly harassed by a man during the Australian Open.

She openly shared her battles with thoughts of suicide due to online bullying, along with the pain she experienced from domestic abuse in a previous relationship.

Shortly following her hospitalization, Abbie used her Instagram Stories to post heartfelt messages for her audience.

The television personality disclosed that numerous supporters have encouraged her to leave her role as an influencer and retreat from public view due to the constant online harassment they’ve experienced.

Yet, Abbie emphasized that it wasn’t straightforward, as her livelihood depends on social media and her public image.

She clarified that being told to log off the internet for a break doesn’t imply unemployment since she has an income, although it might seem unrealistic to some people that she could afford to do so without having no income at all.

In addition, it wouldn’t prevent the existing harm nor alleviate the significant financial burden that would follow, making the situation even more dire.

Abbie expressed gratitude towards her supporters for their backing, yet admitted that no one has truly grasped or fully comprehended her predicament.

She noted, “I realize it comes from a sincere place, but only someone who is currently experiencing what I am can truly grasp my situation. So far, I haven’t found anyone else in quite the same position as myself.

In the morning, Abbie dealt with an occurrence at the Australian Open. A man, who was nearby as she worked, started filming her without permission, leading Abbie to claim that he had acted inappropriately and harassed her.

Following the dissemination of the video online, Abbie emotionally expressed her feelings about the event and the ensuing criticism, which included comments from ex-AFL player Jed Lamb, who stated in the video that she was not good.

Abby felt deeply moved as she disclosed that the Australian Open event occurred during a period when she was already grappling mentally with abusive online comments.

The day prior to his upload, we were discussing my thoughts of suicide, which stemmed from the constant trolling, the sense of being constantly watched, and the belief that any action would lead to more trolling,” she explained.

Regardless of whether I express controversial opinions or not, I’m constantly subjected to attacks, abuse, and trolling. It’s simply overwhelming, and honestly, I can’t take it anymore. I’m truly worn out by it all.

At present, her mind is filled with thoughts of suicide. Her recurring thought is, “Oh, how wonderful it would be to swallow a pill and never wake up again.” She expressed this sentiment further.

When I feel overwhelmed with anxiety, thoughts of self-harm can arise due to the harassment (trolling) and the multitude of issues I’ve detailed.

It’s been a gradual build-up, and I find myself at the breaking point, feeling as if I can no longer endure or cope with this situation. I’m simply exhausted.

In addition, the podcast host shared her experiences of being severely affected by PTSD due to domestic abuse she endured in a previous partnership, leaving deep emotional scars.

She clarified that while people assume she should be joyful due to her relationship with musician Adam Hyde, Abbie continues to grapple with the lingering effects of her past.

She expressed that since finding happiness and security with Adam, she feels as if her past traumatic experiences (PTSD) are resolved, and everything seems peaceful and joyful, allowing her to leave behind the abusive relationship.

‘It’s getting better but it’s not just ”you’ve got a happy boyfriend now, so everything’s fine”. 

I want to share a rephrased version of your statement that aims to be more natural and easy to read: ‘Problems between me and Adam often become clouded by my anxiety-driven concerns. To clarify, I’m not exaggerating or going crazy; it’s just that I have a tendency to worry excessively about specific matters and apologize too much.’

As a lifestyle expert, I’ve personally explored EMDR (Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing) therapy, a method designed to help individuals manage traumatic memories, commonly used in treating Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). However, my personal experience with it was challenging. Instead of providing relief, it seemed to intensify the ‘recurring mental images’ associated with past events, making my condition more complex.

Abbie shared a segment of the emotional podcast episode to Instagram, with an honest caption .

‘Recording this episode was particularly challenging. For over a year, I’ve been keeping private my tough battle, but recently, it has escalated significantly, largely due to online harassment.’

Speaking about the Australian Open controversy, I’d like to share a personal perspective. Just prior to the infamous video surfacing, I found myself immersed in therapy sessions, battling the repercussions of online harassment and contemplating the unthinkable – ending my life.

It’s become clear to me that it seems impossible for me to get through even one day without encountering something critical or negative about myself, and it’s truly disheartening.

I find myself confined in this situation, yet I’m reluctant to quit discussing politics. I also refuse to retreat just to appease fearful, uninformed individuals who might be deemed as losers.

For a comprehensive understanding of my journey, make sure to tune in for the entire podcast. I believe many of you might find solace in recognizing similar emotions. If you’re facing difficulties, consider reaching out to Lifeline at 13 11 14.

Following her emotional disclosure on the podcast, Abbie’s statement came about after an encounter with a man that she considered harassment during the Australian Open.

At the Canadian Club’s outdoor venue, Abbie was performing her high kicks when a man approached her and started recording her without introduction, then inquired about her identity.

She said, “I am the high-kick champion at the Australian Open.” To this, he countered with, “If only you could be the high-kick champion.” (In this sentence, the speaker is expressing doubt about her claim, implying that she’s not really the champion.)

Later on, the video was posted online, where a visibly emotional Abbie subsequently clarified that the man was capturing her footage in an attempt to gain online popularity due to his dislike for her.

She explained, “I was simply acting goofy, performing high kicks for the camera while my team was around, as it had been a challenging day at work and it was pouring rain.

Initially, we were having a good laugh when suddenly a man approached us, addressing comments specifically to me. Later on, I discovered that his intention for approaching me was to record the interaction and gain online attention due to his intense dislike towards me.

She apologized for any feelings of jealousy caused by her attending the Australian Open at no cost, whereas others had to purchase tickets. However, she clarified that she was simply living her life as a woman, and noted that men today seem to have gained a greater sense of confidence.

Abbie went on to say, “I constantly discuss political issues, women’s rights, and support domestic violence survivors, but instead of finding help, I am subjected to more mistreatment by men.” Afterward, she broke down in tears.

1. “I’m completely drained, especially with this incident at work by some inconsiderate individual. The remarks were appalling, but fortunately, I find solace in my thoughts, and I lead a wonderful life.”

2. “I’m absolutely exhausted due to the recent event at work caused by an unkind person. Their words were harsh, but thankfully, I can take refuge in my mind where I enjoy a beautiful existence.”

Apart from that, Abby criticized AFL player Lamb for making an insensitive comment about her when the video was posted on social media.

‘Love this. She sucks,’ Jed had commented on the post.

Abby saved a snapshot of his comment and posted it along with a personal message he sent her back in 2021, where he invited her to celebrate his girlfriend’s birthday, on her social media platforms for her followers to see.

She asked, “At what point did you travel through the okay channel, as suggested by your message from 2021, that implies your girlfriend has feelings for me?

‘Men are being radicalised. Look at how he spoke to me only 3 years ago.’

After that, Abbie reached out to Jed privately to ask, “Why do you seem not to like me?” Later on, she decided to share their private discussion with her audience.

‘Was a bit of tongue in cheek. Lesson learnt. Apologies,’ Jed responded.

Abbie shared his response and captioned the conversation: ”Weak little boys!!!!’

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2025-01-21 08:35

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